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and this expressiveness in relationship without explaining his situation together the challenge of what if you if your always on

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so was performing a memorial service for your union
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do i was there with him i did not receive any teachers
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if you didn't receive any teachings
how come you're doing for memorial service for him
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why should i turn my back on him
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while since you're doing this memorial service for the late master
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words i used

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i think what's most important is that when i meet people that i
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have you really don't add anything
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when you're on your body sitting upright
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and realizing that nothing can be added
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one night
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if your mind sale
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if is something that weeks experience and rare moments can we get glimpses of it is repentance something like that too is not sure kansans something that we see and feel deeply ingrained the
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i think we're in a hobby because of how deep are saying that i think i see people repenting not so rarely and has tassajara i see people attending quite a bit flashier and people go to churches and confess and repent and then again just confess and repent years and washington
since now
so i'm wondering if this act of confessing and repenting will that also become grasping could it become a rascally yes however
if you do it together with the buddha's it may not away the grasping in that of practice
is the mind love very tricky mine is very tricky
i kinda down on that it can hold on and continue to make stories reacting years reason he has created reasons his with and thing is convincing reason
to hold onto old habits is were sky high was doing so so so i mean is that real repentance or is repentance something that comes up a rare moments when you really want to repent and confess
how rare it is that it's a real repentance but i'm just offering
who with son
hello was fun my opinion
that which i'm not really terribly strong and holding issue that when and when we do this confession repentance we i transformed credit by our activism
and we can look in our own hard and see if if we really are saying
what we feel we cared for you don't feel so good about where the actually don't feel good about it
and while she seemed if that actually transforms us over really perhaps years
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i'm it is dreaming about the people who
i've seen confectionery repent are evolving positively
that's what i see are seeing a positive evolution in rosy for practice was
even though sometimes they don't practice of so skillfully it seems like the of practice it with others in your feedback and we're still here they become at
confession repentance in that she cause and positive every machine in their conduct that's what i've seen
and then i say try yourself
and mean if you have have you noticed i am tricking on and
hey that's something else to confess shaky mind
am sometimes you feel good about your tricky line and sometimes you feel this cheeky minds and was this his way in a trip and i don't feel good about
and that causes that causes of reprogramming of the whole organism
i recalls

i'm a terrible driver
how are you how sorry run
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i have absolutely no clue where those twenty miles went move
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there's a way
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when i'm sitting it's machine is somewhere around day three or so long he starts to become apparent that the way is always there could never be anywhere else
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why can't i carry that awareness petals
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your practice because your grandchildren will get hurt if you forget your practice
you'll feel that way of by driving a car they
you know your is precious practice to take her
and something new
love very much will be hurt your precious cargo
if you're carrying in car which is not just the people of the practice
when you need to have that feeling like you are caring for the buddha and
you cannot afford to get even from my mom
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so that has to be weren't thinking few more when it does you will be able to drive
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i haven't been paying attention for whatever
and i don't do that grandma's so now i'm gonna vote a country
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when we heard if you check out again and don't take care of practice again
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the current with the hukou in sixty five
so for great zen master have to get that all before he going for all day long
we probably will take a long time to
in the meantime be generous and patient and energetic and apply yourself to taking care of
it would mind all day long
have you forget practice concussion your kindness
in a way that you will continue to practice compassion if she could actually encouraging and joyful you know that you're that you're joining peers and for color of true practice in true value your faith that reminded faith is to do this purpose
razer masters have done it
you're invited to join
they had to do it we have to do

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i don't want to learn anything
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what is the teaching who cannot be taught
you know
i think it can be taught and keep it is not taught by one person
he has taught but in our relationship that has what teaches him and any query can learn how our relationship
is the teacher sort has been no
for the learning to happen
so as the future nothing
i was
i'm truly happy with him
i'm not sure either way the switches

i appreciate you expressing this afternoon

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speaker for have you seen my yes people
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you're welcome
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sometimes ago you asked me something and then i looked inside and i sat back to new posts after the and i carefully listen to that message myself during your skin
what what was it expresses and then i said maybe not with gloves that's just there was something about that
and yesterday
i realized that when you are saying things that he fact we received from people about
how you are giving lectures or how you're giving down my heart and he people's resistance to forms and ceremonies
i understood that for me and for many people perhaps it's difficult to see that you are wrong about
because you occupy
the position of authority
when we might make the mistake that you also occupied the position of our power
hi provide a physician of your power he had more position of power therefore i don't have it or somebody or he don't have it so we have to come to you to get some
and today i understand that you are just as vulnerable and you have your special things you are vulnerable to because you occupied that see and i
empathize with you sympathize
and the message i heard from my south was on and i think maybe both of us that that message current for both of us die sometimes we are well meaning oh i know that i'm well meaning but i go my messages to has too much
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doesn't really neat what's needed first
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there are some people i've done this kind of not meeting
as they're sitting in his room
and i'm sad about that
he came to the soccer with me think i said the think what i said was the clauses that worth of the closest war or now a softer how have i been softer
where have your point of view two days
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but i was raised that question strong ways the way i wouldn't miss your interactions yesterday was couple of the people who came up and
i just left with his sense of sadness that there was not really for meeting
he felt there not for me and a couple of history his
i looked at carolyn there was i just looked and it was as the most beautiful woman i've ever seen that in the dancing with her and that was
know that was that
when i when i when i saw you with max and felt real sense he the yes because there was this very sharp i think both man who came up and shogun
and max they had a question but i felt that there was actually something something under that they were really come to find out for themselves some
and i saw you with mass kind of entering this dual words and when shogun sam
why like an explanation
i got into an explanation i i felt sir
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yeah
what would you say alarm you can add up if you don't want to sleep so how did it actually can i actually saw it and it actually was painful to say a hero jack yes
yeah so i just want to confess and repent back as i do feel
feeling the pain he a your cooking

when can you know i told his friends we go along with that i just want to say that one time i got really concerned that the old zendo i'm hearing my first baptist period and we have very almost no solid food
and one data was sook of crew comes in
and i got very concerned about me games and croutons
and after the new was overripe i cry not because i didn't give any accrued towns which i didn't
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but because i came to a zen monastery
to learn how to be a great forty five foot
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for me
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he's got a conflict there or not
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he's teaching eightfold path and why is teaching a full fat
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